so i havent been on here in a milion zilion years and it took me about ten minutes just to figure out how to post a new journal! ah! the site looks so new and pretty! ^-^

i am feeling alittle more inspired in the photography area FINALLY!!! so as soon as i get some moey i will develop the film so i probly still wont have stuff up for a while because my scanner will eat the photos and they will need editing but i will get stuff up in the next month or so and i am not dead i have just been lazy in the commenting area and my comp. doesnt always like bringing up images...llol! i might be able to go to my old school and get my pictures on a disc because my teacher has a film reader there so i dont know yet but i will get something maybe even a minipulation if i can manage it! nya!

SAVE ! IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU THINK YOU ALREADY SAVED YOU HAVE TO DO IT ANY WAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

hey!!! does any ine have a request for a drawing? i am bored and i may or may not do it but i am looking for suggestions!! thanks!

i am sorry i havent comented on anything latly i have like 27 deviations in my inbox and i promise i will get to themm soon but i am feeling realy dumb right now, ok not realy dumb just not able to put my thoughts into words in a way that makes sense !!! XD..............on the bright side i got new tires for my bike the old ones were so worn through you could actualy see the threads !!! lol oh! and i might get to go to England this summer after all ! i will have to get a summer job but i planned on doing that any ways ! i am watching the matrix right now that is such a good movie!it realy makes you think about so many things ...blah blah blah blaaaah! and the fight scenes kick ass!i cant wait for the new ps!! omg i cant afford it though since i just got a ps2 of my own but w/ the new one coming out the prices for ps2 games will go down and that is awsome but i can never afford the game guides no matter how dated they are sometimes it fun to figure things out on your own but after wandering around for more than 4 hours its nice to know what your suposed to be doing lol! i am realy bored right now we just got back from wal-mart and the floresent (<sp) lights gave me a head ache but it was worth it because my tires have been flat for like more than a month and i keep finding new trails along my road that look like a good way to break my neck-- i mean ride down safely !heehee my mom says i should do more "girl things" but i do i at least dress like a girl .....and i .....like cute things but i like the way i am its better than those girls at school whose appearences is realy all they have any interest in and i guesse art is kinda girly grrr stupid mom making me feel all seflconceiouse .......lalalalalala!